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[06 Nov 2008|06:39pm] |
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if anyone reads this just know that life is good. see ya on da flip side.
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[19 Jun 2008|11:39am] |
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so im going on tour today. i hope everyone has a really good month.
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[05 Jun 2008|02:12am] |
"hi,
ive never wanted to make out
with a girl before but i
really want to make out with you.
your secret admirer."
tonight i saw a girl that i thought was really cute and reminded me a lot of shane from the l word. every time i see her around i get excited and tonight i left a love note on her bike. she just called my phone and i didnt answer.
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[28 May 2008|03:16pm] |
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I'd say that for someone my age i've made too many mistakes. ive lost people due to my selfishness and carelessness and feel like i continue to. im trying to make it stop but i feel like hardly anyone i surround myself with is positive about my new leaf. instead of people that are encouraging me to rebuild my bridges i feel as if they cant get pass the judging and ridicule of my previous decisions. maybe this too is selfish, but it hurts. it hurts when my best friends dont feel for when i need them the most. ive come to terms with so many of the things i have done wrong but all i want now is some back up. some support during my recovery. sure, maybe recovery is too strong of a word but it sure does get the point across. i want to feel like im a good person again but i cant do it without the help of my friends. guys?
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[26 May 2008|04:29am] |
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why do i feel like im losing everyone?
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[18 May 2008|07:46pm] |
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everything is fucked up and nothing makes sense. everyone is fucked up and no one makes sense. this town is fucked.
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[24 Apr 2008|05:25am] |
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its 5:30 am, i have to be at work by 6 am, and i think that i may have made a very huge mistake. very, very, huge.
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[23 Apr 2008|02:50am] |
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also ive come to terms with the fact that no matter what i do or where i go i'll keep loving casey lee forever. something ill have to deal with through time.
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[23 Apr 2008|02:48am] |
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the one thing that has really stood out since i moved to orlando is that everyone in this town is insanely passive aggressive. its gross.
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[16 Apr 2008|07:46pm] |
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i dont know what to do.
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[11 Mar 2008|02:35pm] |
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Getting two hours of sleep, waking up in a dark hotel room next to a semi-celeb with a semi, and a tour manager with dark eyebrows yelling on the phone is not the way I want to keep living. Some of my most precious memories are hungover greasy food mornings but as of late, i am so tired i cant keep my eyes open. I'm more nervous than ever and im acquiring new habits. There are some things that only nancy lees house can cure but as it turns out my new room is a pretty close second. i miss a lot of people today.
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[10 Feb 2008|02:45am] |
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Tonight i realized that i wipe with all kinds of crazy things all the time and i cant believe i havent had more yeast infections.
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[06 Feb 2008|10:31pm] |
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I'M TAKING A BREAK FROM DRINKING. I HATE MY LIFE AND EVERY TIME I GET SHITFACED I WAKE UP HATING IT MORE. BLACKOUT AFTER BLACKOUT IS ONLY MAKING ME MORE AND MORE CLUELESS AS TO WHERE IM HEADED. HELP ME OUT FRIENDS. AND SLIP ME A COUPLE SIPS IF THE ATMOSPHERE IS RIGHT. YOU'LL KNOW WHEN THAT IS!!!! YOURE MY FRIENDS!!! ALLIE AND NINA AND MELISSA!!!
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[09 Jan 2008|08:27pm] |
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will someone hold me until i fall asleep and not mind that my eyes are closed the entire time or that im imagining that they are someone else? please?
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[01 Jan 2008|10:30pm] |
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ive been so miserable the past two days. more so than usual. 2008 will be miserable. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!
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[30 Dec 2007|10:42pm] |
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just one fucking morning i would like to wake up not tired, not sad, and not bored. nothing feels right.
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[17 Dec 2007|07:02am] |
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i broke up with casey last night. i want to die. im moving to boston on the third instead though.
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[26 Nov 2007|08:40pm] |
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a rut.
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[12 Nov 2007|06:06pm] |
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I feel trapped and stuck inside of a bubble. I mean, in the nicest and most loving way you can be trapped and stuck inside of a bubble. I'm just starting to get ancy and i need something to change. i dont want to become one of those couples. i dont want to lose touch with people. i dont want to lose him most of all though.
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